My heart is heavy and it aches because I have hurt the person I love with all of my heart. I never thought I would be the one to bring such pain upon him but I am.. I don’t know how to cope with this. I care so much about him and I just want things to be back to how they once were.. I long for him to touch me. Just a hug. Or a smile. Like little things like that matter so much to me and I just want that so much. Right now more than ever all I need is comfort from him. For him to hold me and for things to be okay..